Whatever happen to now, Amor fati.

I can fear and worry anything in the future.

However, remember I also feared and worried so many things in the past, and
they were nothing I feared, and none of them affected my life as I expected. Actually, fears and worries are not bad. These feelings tell me I have to be careful about something and keep more attention. However, the problem is that it crowds reasons and reality.I sometimes fear things that I do not even need to fear at all.

Viktor E Flankl says in the book Man's Search for Meaning.

Between stimulus and response, there is a space. In that space is our power to choose our response. In our response lies our growth and happiness.

Whatever happens to myself, I can chose how I respond to the reality.

How big the obstacles are in my life.

Yeah, I will feel deep emotion, but I can respond to that. I will not be killed or ruined by that. I can stand up again.

I cannot control 80 percent of my life, but  I have some control over it.

That is enough.

Therefore, whatever fear I felt,

rejection of others

rejection of my crush

being the worst in the room

losing physical fitness

a war

death

making huge mistakes

sickness

embarrassed in front of people

Oh, I see how I afraid of being a failure socially as I write what I fear.

Amor Fati.

Love the fate.