What I scared of;;;;

What I scared of is an illusion that I create.

Once I face what I fear, I realize it was not so bad.

Being a failure, disliked by others, making mistakes, not being consistent

By realizing it, I could feel free, unrestrained by opinions of others.

By overcoming fear, I could live freer and become a little bit stronger

to live in this universe

It is a brief moment I exist here.

Do you wanna live fearfully or do you wanna live free.

When you feel any fear tell yourself that it is an opportunity to be stronger.

Face it, embrace it, anything is not meant to be feared

but meant  to be enjoyed and appreciated

This life is a gift from God, every moment and every emotion I feel is a gift.

Life is a gift. There is nothing to be scared of.

Why do we speak and express ideas.

We live in our little world alone, so we just want to share how we see the world. Usually, when a problem arise in interactions with others. It is because of you, being unable to see another person’s perspective. I have to get reminded constantly. I never think about those who cook because I do not cook. I will never understand women because I will never be female, but I think understanding that is    my first step. Without that, I am always in the same place, blaming others not understanding them. Knowing that I do not understand others is the first step to really begin to understand. I am still a child, not understanding anything or anyone. Maybe I never understand anything until I am in the grave, but at least, I can try...try to 20 percent of people or the world or 30 percent of the world. It is more interesting to see the world as a child sees. I am a child now and forever. I am not perfect.

What Singing means to me

I have been stuttered all of my life. I am a stutter. There is a wave how awful I feel about myself.  Sometimes, I feet better about myself. Sometimes I wanna cut my tongue and die.However, I someday realized I never stutter while singing no matter how awful I feel about myself.Singing is a sunlight for me. In singing, I can find my true voice.With rhythm of the music I can forget my fate.By losing myself in the moment, I can be fully myself. 

I want to be a lover of music and songs because I can be myself with them.

to be the lover of music and songs. 

I Just do whatever those 

Love them.

Know them.

Understand them.

Respect them

Think about it all the time

Make them a part of myself.

Just love them all from my heart

Give my life to them