books.
I think that deep inside of myself that I am different because I read books.
I feel superior to others because I know more than others because I read.
I realized this pride is very frustrating because even if I know more.
Others can do better than me without knowing it.
I realized it is not based on the reality, but illusion.
I am no better than others even if I read, or even if I try hard, or even if I
succeed in something.
I am who I am. That is it.
I have flaws, strength and weakness.
I can never compare myself to others at any way.
It is the same for others.
Others should never compare myself to them.
We are unique and important.
We are just a one human being.
Whatever we try, the world will forget about us.
However, we are precious, and never repeated.
I saw a cicada dead on the road in my way to home.
I felt I am no different to him.
The cicada was born somehow and did the work on the earth
to procreate and cry.
I was born to be a human being and do my work until I die.
maybe to procreate and study and learn to be human being.
We do not know what is right or wrong.
However, I think one thing is true.
Each cicada and each human being is doing their best to do their work
on the earth beyond good and evil. Each is precious.
I should not judge others no matter what.
and
I should not let others judge my life no matter what.
Knowing how important I am, I can tell others how important they are.
We are fucking precious.
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